August 11, 2026
The heatwave will not break.
It has been like this for days. The sun comes up angry and does not let go until long after dark, and the apartment holds the heat like a stone left in an oven. My daughter has a rash from the sweat that will not clear, and she cries in the afternoon when it is worst. We keep wet cloths on her and we ration the water for it. Ibrahim asked me if the summer is broken. I told him it will pass. I am telling myself the same thing. We are buying water faster than we can afford it, just to keep everyone cool enough to get through the day.
August 6, 2026
The first crypto donation arrived today.
6.5 USDT, a little under seven dollars. It is the first time anyone has used the crypto wallet, and it came through in a few seconds, no bank and no waiting. It is a small amount and I will not pretend it is more than it is. But it worked, and that is the part that stays with me. To whoever sent it, thank you for being the first.
August 3, 2026
The heat does not leave at night.
By noon the apartment is like an oven, and the concrete gives the heat back all night, so the baby wakes and cries. We fan her with a piece of card. Still, we are the lucky ones. Down the street the families in tents have it far worse, canvas and plastic in this sun with nowhere to go. We are buying more water than any month before, just to keep everyone cool enough to sleep.
July 27, 2026
Ibrahim counted to twenty today.
A neighbor drew him numbers on the back of a food box and he learned them himself. He counted out loud, all the way, then looked to see if I was watching. I was. No school, no teacher, and he did it anyway. I wrote it down so I do not forget.
July 22, 2026
A message from a stranger, right when we were short.
We were short this week. Rent was close, the water tank was low, and I had started doing the math I hate doing. Then a donation came from someone I have never met, with a note that said may this help you survive, then thrive. My wife asked me to read it to her twice. It covered the water, some of the food, and part of the rent. I cannot explain what it steadies in a person when help arrives on the exact day it is needed. To whoever you are, thank you. We are still here.
July 16, 2026
The heat makes everything harder, especially for her.
Our daughter is seven months old now and the July heat fills the apartment all day. She sleeps badly. We use more water than any month before — for drinking, for cooling her down, for washing. The truck used to last us ten days. In this heat it lasts seven. That is $60 arriving faster than the month does.
July 8, 2026
The water pumps stopped again.
Fuel shortages halted the municipal pumps this week — it was on the news, but for us it simply meant the taps that sometimes worked did not work at all. The water trucks know it, and the queue is longer each time. We filled every container we own. 1,000 liters, $60. In this heat, with a baby, there is no choice to make.
June 26, 2026
The internet is now a bill I plan for, like flour.
Connectivity here costs real money now — about $100 a month between data and phone credit. I thought hard before writing that number, because I know how it sounds. But this connection is how I post updates, how receipts reach donors, and how donations reach us. It is not a luxury. It is the thread this campaign hangs on.
June 12, 2026
She sat up on her own today.
Six months old, and this morning she pushed herself up and sat there, surprised at herself. Ibrahim cheered like it was a football match. Formula is $28 a tin and she goes through one every four days — but she is growing, she is healthy, and today she sat up in the middle of a war and smiled about it.
May 29, 2026
Eid felt different this year.
No qurbani for us this Eid — meat is beyond our budget. A neighbor shared some of his, and my wife cooked it carefully so it would stretch two days. We washed Ibrahim's best clothes the night before. He does not compare this Eid to the ones before the war. For him, this is what Eid is. That thought stays with me.
May 22, 2026
Rent day. We made it. Thank you.
Two weeks ago I wrote that we were short on rent and asked directly for help. People I have never met answered. Rent is paid, the landlord did not have to wait, and I did not have to ask him to. If you were one of the people who gave after reading that entry: it worked. It became a roof for the month. Thank you.